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so on valentines day I got on a different bus. this bus had a passenger that I had not seen in some time. I sat down on the other side of the bus and said nothing ,we didn't even try and talk other stare at each other. it was possibly one of the best things of the day. normally this person perceives me with a mass amount of hate. her reasons originate from a misunderstanding (mostly my fault, some a schools and other the courts). the fact that she did not care was a good sign. although I still wish to have a conversation with her and explain the misunderstanding , the silence was golden on that day.

The first time we met. I sat by your side, and ask if I could be there. You said yeah. Never will I forget the first time I looked into your eyes. A rage like flames, hot and fierce. That hatred against the world that burns everything that you see. But I looked beyond that, I could see the side of you that no one sees. A dark cold version of yourself within, trapped. For all that I could see, loneliness was that which I found within your eyes. Lonely and afraid, wrapped in anger and hate, to prevent anyone from seeing it.   I think it’s just one of those things,” you can’t see you own, but you can only see it in others wh

so a long time ago i liked a girl .never had the guts to ask her out . well this weekend she is getting married. been 6 years . she is marrying a good man that i respect . I wish them the best of luck in the future ,as i have for the past 5 and 1/2 years . if ever there was a great couple of my generation ,I would think of them. loyal to each other ,passionate about each other with care and soul . may the two know happiness and have their happiness double with each other and when they share greif. let it be lessened by the pairing of each other , To the Bride and Groom .